so i just sat down to pump for the first time today in the quiet privacy room at work, and i opened my pump bag to find…yesterday’s milk–all 14 ounces of it–staring up at me. it had been sitting out since 6 o’clock last night. needless to say: it had gone bad. [...]
Archive for December, 2008
spilled milk.
Posted in chemicals on December 31, 2008 | 19 Comments »
2008
Posted in etc on December 30, 2008 | 4 Comments »
one of these days, i will sit down and write a proper post, because there are many words, many stories, brewing inside of me. it’s a bit dizzying to keep everything to myself. i forget what i was going to say, and everything is happening so quickly now that if i don’t commit [...]
merry christmas, baby.
Posted in baby jude, video on December 30, 2008 | 5 Comments »
i am very proud to say that i uploaded this video less than a month after christmas. i’m offering you something almost…timely.
enjoy my blurry squealer!
six months.
Posted in baby jude, monthly letter on December 24, 2008 | 9 Comments »
dear jude,
six whole days ago, you turned six months old. that’s half a year, girl. half.a.year. i am having a hard time processing this reality, because wasn’t it just yesterday that you arrived? or wait. haven’t you always been here? was there ever a time in my life that [...]
until there is time to write…
Posted in Uncategorized on December 22, 2008 | 8 Comments »
…i leave you with a photo of what we do all day every day right now.
my work world is beyond insane at the moment, so regular posting will resume shortly…i hope!
legally, we are now fambly.
Posted in baby jude, photos, second parent adoption on December 17, 2008 | 24 Comments »
on friday morning, we shuffled around the house in pajamas, overtired after jude kept us up most of the night. we brewed a large pot of coffee, and threw on some wrinkled business casual wear. i remembered, at the last minute, to brush my hair, and hastily fastened it into ponytail. jude, [...]
tickle monster
Posted in baby jude, video on December 16, 2008 | 6 Comments »
enjoy the video sent to me by schmelen yesterday at work.
of note:
1. the kick ass sitty-uppyness
2. the adorable onesie that h made for little j.
3. propellerhands.
here comes the judge!
Posted in baby jude, photos, second parent adoption on December 11, 2008 | 18 Comments »
little miss propeller hands is totally stoked about being adopted by mama h tomorrow.
floating.
Posted in baby jude, photos on December 9, 2008 | 12 Comments »
yesterday was a rough day, after a succession of rough days. the world was heavy on my shoulders as i returned home from work, and i had visions of checking out and going to bed early, essentially skipping jude bonding time. however, i was welcomed home by a joyful baby, smiling shyly at [...]
a holiday idea.
Posted in etc on December 5, 2008 | 8 Comments »
when i lived in nashville, i was a member of a little episcopal chapel called st augustine’s, on the campus of vanderbilt university. i found deep, lasting community in my time at st augustine’s. it was the place where i found firm footing while navigating the rough waters of coming out in the [...]


